Hellooooo down there.

HI! its been long since i dropped by :D
but nyahaha, i wont be staying tht long.
just wana tell you earthlings to please relink me: http://www.dorawr-lammfbmavvvm.tumblr.com
thank you and have a nice day/night :D

dora<3

Hi hi! Just to let you know tht i'll be on Tumblr more frequently from now on. However i'll still come back here from time to time. So in th mean time do catch me there! ;D

Thank you.
*sorry for any inconvenience.

Excuses. Excuses.

Hi! Hello! Olah! Bonjour! Kaboonkas!
urgh whtever.

btw i have an announcement to make. i'll be turning sweet sweet 16 very very soooon. teehee! Thursday is my BIG day. but somehow im not looking forward to it -.- cause my last birthdays have sucked like hell. hmmmmmmmmms.

anihoo, sorry i havent updated in awhile. its not tht i havent been online. i have. but i could nvr find it in me to get excited over blogging, but now suddenly after dinner i thought, ohh wht th hell.. lets just blog for old times sake aye?!
okayy tht didnt rly make sense but who cares..............

well.. just wana wish HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to FARIHIN!
aaaand.. a HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to HADI FOR TOMORROW!
aaaaaand.. a HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY to MUMMIE FOR THURSDAY!

one bad thing abt having th same birthday as ur mama is tht, you still lose money.. on ur own birthday.. cos you have to buy smth fr your mum. haha. get it? if not ohh well.

OHHHH!!!! one major shit i gota tell.
from th 18th to 21st of september.. i went to BINTAN for th hari raya vacation.
went w my parents, sister and her husband, and my friend Vanessa.
we had heaps of sick fun! and we did TONS of stuffs!
1. Air rifle shooting
2. Archery
3. Bungee Jumping
4. Horseback Riding (OMG! i miss riding my horses in australia w my sister )':
5. Kayaking
6. Banana Boating
7. Paintball-ing
8. Shopping
9. Night Swimming

and so on :D
getting away frm th birds, th bees, and th apple trees -.^ rly helped take a whole heap of things off my mind. it was splendid and totally beautiful there. and everyone's so friendly! haisssssss.

anyways, just wana randomly say im becoming closer to a few cousins in particular and im very happy abt it (:

but yet there are still some "things" in life i still hope for ):

bye ah.. bye!

Sleep Deprivation.

Once upon a time, there was this girl named Doralyn Geralyna Marsh.
She has been very distracted lately, and since she has been distracted, she tends to find it hard to drop dead to sleep. Hmmmmmmmmmm. "What should I do?" she wonders.
dot dot dot. As each day goes by, she thinks and thinks. (Not very hard though. I might add. HAHA) but nth seems to solve her problems.
Tht makes her very very sad ):
She needs somebody to help her solve that problem of hers. But only one special person can help her solve this miraculous problem. Can you guess who it is ladies and gentlemen?
HAHA. noooooo its not Barney! & nooooooo its not Dora the Explorer. NO WAY its not the Teletubbies! & nuh uh.. hell no its not the BOOBAHS! Hahah.
So you wanna know who this one special person is?
well.... TOO bad. Its for her to know and for you to find out ladies and gentlemen.
And your mission begins....NOW! GOOD LUCK CONTESTANTS!:D

The end.
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Jig-Saw me back together.

wow. 2nd post of th day. I'm really not ammused.
suddenly im so frickin moody. -.- maybe its because i hv a proposal to do, as an exco, and hand it up during meeting at 9am tmr ):
furthermore, idk wht on earth has gotten into me. but last night, i went to bed at ard 11+, but after some tossing and turning, i concluded i couldnt sleep. so i watched tv till like 3am. ohh gosh, dont even get me started on tht. interesting shows kept me glued to th screen. just nice at 3am, i started to feel sleepy so i knocked off str away. thn thn, since my remedials was to be at 9.30. i planned to wake up at like 8.45 like tht? but IDK WHY... i automatically woke up at 7am! urgh. thn when i tried to go back to sleep, i totally couldnt. th sun was in my eyes and i continued tossing and turning again like a freak )':

anyways, ever had such feelings where.. you just wana scream ur lungs, kidneys, livers and especially ur heart out? for something tht just mean almost th world to you.. but yet you know you dont stand a chance in getting?? thats exactly how i feel. thrs just so much hurt. & thrs so many frickin things i wna scream out, but i just cant come to find myself in spilling th beans. either i keep it to myself or not. but frankly, either way, it still hurts.
its easy fr people to say to just frget abt my problems and so on. but its not, whn ive poured out my heart and soul into smth i love so much, and thn in th end, im left in th dirt of disappointment, w/o th return of my heart and soul. get it? well.. only until you go thru wht ive been thru.. then god bless you, you'll understand hw i feel. i have yet to say and do so little, but barriers restrict me frm doing so. when i reminisce on all th beautiful things tht i used to be showered w, i pray so hard, and i plead to be showered w those beautiful things again. other than tht, im just feeling empty. i want my heart and soul back ):

probs gona be falling asleep infront of my laptop. proposals. pfft.

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